I'm too tired to write, I really am. There are some thing I need to jot down, but I lack the energy.

The bullet-list approach:

1. This is the first job I've ever had (say, in the last 15 years) that I've felt like a co-worker had a problem with me because I'm gay
   
2. I've over-extended myself with IWIHF, I'm on too many committees
   
3. I really need my head shrunk, I'm tired of having insomnia
   
4. I can't leave this job soon enough
   
5. This list isn't working because it's just reminding me of how fucked up I am