As long as I'm tracking panic attacks, I might as well write down that I'm having a big freaking stomach ache/chest seizure every time I remind myself I'm about to quit a steady job with benefits and retirement for a job with 1/2 the pay and no benefits or retirement.

Thank god (and freaking Myles Brand, I suppose) that IU finally has domestic partner benefits, at least I won't have to give up my insurance, just pay a little more to add myself to Catherine's.